Given the theme ‘Night in/ Night Out’ and the opportunity to specialise and work in which ever way I liked, I decided I wanted to paint a canvas revolving around a night out, inside, for some of my best nights ‘out’ have been house parties my friends and I have held. I suppose I wanted my piece to depict a house party of oddities.
I first jotted down and investigated some ideas in the form of a design sheet, through collating all the information I could that personally revolved around the theme. My selection of inspiring images , first hand photos of friends, rooms and objects, soon prompted ideas and I quickly discovered that I wanted my painting to feature an image of my friends and I sat in a bathtub and that I wanted the painting to be atmospheric and beaming with light.
Throughout I wanted to challenge myself through this project, as my aim this year is to grow in skill and confidence, and so I ensured I did not cut any corners within my experimentation.
In order to begin experimantation I conducted some research, in the college library and through the interenet. At first I found painters Bonnard, Michael Andrews, Ekaterina Popova and Christopher Le Brun whose work stood out through their use pf atmosphere and light in thwir paintings. I studied their work closely and began sketching. Note, I didn’t replicate their works but instead, I applied their techniques and colours to my own ideas for I find this much more efficient in moving forwards with my own work. I first created some soft, pretty looking images which I wasn’t so happy with, they didn;t feel right; I wanted to create something with more vigour, energy, dynamic, and something more exciting. And so I picked up a book of Basquait’s work which evoked some richer, more lively experimentation using acrylic, charcoal and ink. I worked with energy and passion from here. When noticed myslef using lots of red I steered myself away and ensured I introduced other colours within my expereimentation, despite feeling comfortable painting in red, for I wanted to create something new and different from my last body of pain ting work, which was very red.
I was thinking about my project day in day out, using the world around me as inspiration. Wherever I’d go I’d take photos or make sketches, whenever I was scrollong on social media/ pinterest I’d screenshot things I found inspiring, it was as though I was seeing through a hungry eye. So, my final outcome features many objects and snippets from my day to day life. Using current surroundings as some of the basis of my piece ensured that it felt fresh to work on trhoughout, and theirfore I was able to upkeep my motivation.
At one point I found my sketches and experimentation to be looking a little flat, and around this time I began looking at an artist called Bryant Giles whose work often features layered illustrations. His work inspired me to layer elements which steered my work away from appearing too flat. I also took reference photos of rooms to draw as well as drawing some from life in order to include a sense of space and perspective within my work. From here my work started to move forward a little more smoothly.
I put off starting the canvas for a little while. Its size intimitaded me. My way of overcoming this was by forcing myself to pick up a piece of work and setting the small goal of making just a few marks. This is what helped me break the ice, and I soon found myself drawing across the entire canvas. If ever I found my self dreading working on it, this is what I’d do; set just a small task which always broke the ice and encouraged me to do more. Generally, as I worked on the canvas I would refer back to my sketchbook making extra studies when I discovered I needed to grasp something in more depth. For example how the light would lay on a figures face or to plan colour combinations. I found this an extremely effective way of working for it ensured I was painting with confidence and purpose on the canvas each time. Through working this way I have truly discovered how to really use a sketchbook as opposed to just making ‘pretty’ drawings in it. My sketchbook was in fact my main reference for the canvas.
The canvas is made from a bed sheet stretched over a frame whcih I primed with emulsion. It was nice working on something I’d built myself. I’m a little disappointed to find that the canvas has slackened , I must, in future ensure that I stretch it even tighter perhaps I could get more people to help me stretch it.
I used a combination of chalk, acrylic, ink, charcoal and a little oil pastel for the final piece f for I found they’re a combination I discovered I really enjoyed using within my workshops. Each medium can be used to build and and define one another and create strong synamic pieces. I first sketched the elements in chalk and then proceeded to rid of the white of the canvas using ink and acrylic washes- a technique Iwan taught me. Another technique I found myself using that Iwan toaght me was, that when I felt overwhelmed by the large canvas I would cover areas in a sheet and focus on sectioins.
I would without a doubt say this project challenged ,me, I was constantly feeling a little put of my depth and I times I felt I really was struggling. I found at a certain point I felt completly lost and unable to bring the painting together, I just couldnt see the finsihing point. However, my soloution to this was realising that I needed to change it; I needed to stop working on minor details, I needed to make a drastic differnce to the painting. I took some photographs of of the painting on my phone and using the ‘markup’ tool on the basic photo editing booth, I experimented by colouring in different sections to see what it would look like, drawing in new, bold elements. I settled for a version and made some drastic, quick changes on my canvas. From here I was able to move forward as the piece no longer looked stagnant, it looked fresh and I found new areas to work on.
In some instances I wanted certain figures to be holding certain obects/performing certain tasks, and I was unable to get an exact reference so I would pose in front of the mirror holding the objects myself and modifying the original images to suit how I wanted them to appear- through using myself as a reference. Through doing this, I think I have really deveolped my practice and confidence as I rely, now, much less on photographs and instead, use phtotgraphs as merely an aid- asoppose to exact references.
Overall I am pleased with the piece. It is dynamic, with lots to look at and I’m especially pleased that thoughout working on it and forced myself to take harder routes along the way, and more specifically that I was able to successfully create the sense of light and atmosphere that I had intended to. I have used many techniques, such as a more realistic style of painting alsongside a rougher, looser style of painting and I think this is what makes the canvas captivating. I had intended to experiment and use varnish within this piece but I was so engrossed in the subject and the composition that I shyed away from doing so. Varnish is most defintiely something I will experiment with in the near future. I purposefully chose these colours together not so that they would complement each other but so that they’d clash a little in order to emphasise the oddities strung throughout. Although the white too, was left and chosen purposefully, I think that perhaps there’s too much, especially around the center of the piece, and the bath tub too is a little too big- although I could argue that it works as the piece isn’t intended to be perfectly exact in dimensions and perspective.
I knew I was pushing myself in choosing to work on a canvas this size , it occupied all the time I was given right up to the deadline. But, I realise, that working up to the deadline actually benefits me as it keeps the pressure on me and ensures I have a clear cut off point where I must stop and realise I have done all I can, and serves as closure. Most of all, I am pleased with the discipline in which I worked with throughout this project. I realise now as I write this, that this painting has taught me most, not most about technique- although it has plenty, but how to work and battle alongside my own mind, and how to overcome my own self-doubts and struggles – which I’m certain will be of great aid to my development as an artist in the future.